I have a recurring dream. It’s about home. It’s actually about the home I associate with
growing up.
I am in our house with
mum. I look at her and ask, ‘how come we
are getting to use this house, we sold it?’
To which she replies, ‘they are away for the weekend.’ But I have an objection. If that is the case how come my stuff is
still in the cupboard? At that stage the
dream would end.
But then the dream
developed. Now my mum explained that the
people who purchased the house never moved in.
They didn’t like it. So, we still
have use of it. Sometimes I dream that I
am outside of the house and not welcome to go in because the new owners are
there.
We all have a longing for
home. Humanity has had that longing
since we were expelled from Eden. The
final verses of Psalm 23 are about coming home.
But our deepest sense of home is found not in a place but a person.
Maybe Jesus is calling
you home for the first time. He has
broad shoulders to carry. All you need
to do is admit that you are lost and helpless.
Maybe you have strayed
from the path. You are now sad and miss
being close with Jesus and his people.
He comes looking for us no matter how far away we have gone.
Maybe you are passing
through the valley of the shadow of darkness, and what you need to know is that
there is a banqueting table just over the horizon. He is travelling with you.
1. The host prepares a feast
There is a debate whether
these last verses continue the picture of shepherd and sheep or whether we are
now dealing with a host and his guests.
I think the picture has switched to the host, but the shepherd and the
sheep are still in the back of our minds.
Notice that the psalmist is still speaking to God not just about God—it
is still ‘you’ not ‘my’.
In that culture the host
would have commissioned the women of the house or the servants to prepare the
banquet. But notice that the host does
it himself. ‘You prepare a table before
me.’ It reminds me of some amazing
verses in Luke’s gospel where Jesus speaks of his return. ‘It will be good for those servants whose
master finds them watching when he comes.
Truly I tell you, he will dress himself to serve, he will have them
recline at the table and he will come and wait on them’ (Luke 12:37). When Jesus returns he will wait upon his
people. That’s astonishing. It is
interesting that just a few verses earlier in Luke Jesus addresses to his
people saying, ‘do not be afraid, little flock, for your Father has been
pleased to give you the kingdom’ (verse 32).
Jesus’ people are his
delight, and he loves to serve them.
2. He serves us in the presence of our
enemies
C. S. Lewis doesn’t like
the idea that we are served in the presence of our enemies. It sounds vindictive, as if we are taking
pleasure in our enemies cowering before us as we are served. But maybe the way to view this is to see how
Jesus served his people in the presence of their enemies.
In Luke’s gospel
(7:36-50), a woman who had lived a sinful life weeps and wets Jesus’ feet with
her tears, pouring perfume on them.
Simon, the host, is a Pharisee, and he criticises Jesus for allowing
such a woman do such a thing. What does
the friend of sinners do? Jesus defends
her. ‘She loves much because she has
been forgiven much’. She is safe with
Jesus from the accusations of her enemies.
When people try to shame you with your past, do not fear, you are
washed, you are cleansed and you are justified.
3.
He
anoints your head with oil and your cup overflows
The anointing referred to
her is not the anointing of a king for service but the anointing of a guest in
an act of generosity to make them feel relaxed and secure. Home is where we are full known and totally
loved.
Our cup overflows. Spurgeon says, when Jesus is the host no
guest goes empty at the table’. The host
comes to top up your glass. In Romans we
read that, ‘the Holy Spirit pours God’s love into our hearts’ (Romans
5:5).
4.
Your
perspective changes
‘Surely goodness and
mercy shall follow me all the days of my life.’
There are two special Hebrew words used here.
‘Goodness’ is a translation
of the Hebrew ‘tov’. Tov is used in Genesis
1, where God sees his creation and pronounces it good. God restores our souls and makes good out of
the chaos.
Mercy is a translation of
the Hebrew ‘chesed’. Chesed is God’s
covenant love. It is love based on a
covenant and love that goes beyond what is expected. I heard a description of chesed being live a
man who marries a woman, and when she gets a chronic illness he gives up his
job to care for her. His actions are
based on their covenant relationship but they go beyond what would be normally
expected.
Apparently ‘follow’ is
too soft a translation. ‘Pursue’ would
be better. Goodness and mercy pursue
us. David Gibson suggests that something
pursues us we see it as we look backwards over our shoulder. As we look back on the valley and the chaos it
is only the passing of time that enables us to look back and see that goodness
and mercy were pursing us. In the Lord
of the Rings Sam asks Gandalf, ‘is everything sad going to be made untrue?’ Looking back with the eyes of God’s care
helps us rethink our memories.
The was an old shepherd
who used to preach. He once said that he
would like to name two sheepdogs ‘goodness and mercy.’ Every time we are straying it is God’s goodness
and mercy which brings us back to the shepherd.
‘It is the kindness of God that leads to repentance’ (Romans 2:4).
5.
Home
now and forever more
I saw a brief chip on RTE
where a man talked about doing up an old house.
He said that while his friends were partying and travelling the world he
was working on the building. He admitted,
‘I grew up with my mum moving from bedsit to bedsit. This house fulfilled a deep need.’ But that need cannot be met with bricks and
mortar, it can only be met in a person.
As Augustine said at the beginning of his spiritual autobiography, ‘you
have made us for yourself and our hearts are restless until they find their
rest in you.’
The banqueting table is
not just a picture heaven. Goodness and
mercy follow us all the days of our life.
But we do look forward to a wedding feast. Jesus delights to be with us now and he will
be with us for ever.
I only got to one day of
Kinfire. In the meeting I attended a
woman called Shirley was interviewed. She
said, I am eighty-six years old and I am looking forward to heaven. That’s wonderful. John Lennox was reflecting on being in his
eighties and said, ‘I am looking forward to seeing Jesus.’ He explained, ‘heaven is not the goal, heaven
is where Jesus is, being with him is the goal.’
Home is not a building,
it is a person. That person is Jesus.